Turning back:

Turning back in time with memories and places is always hard to do especially when the memories are not as perfect, but there is always that some one you thinking of with many ideas of what if?

Turning back to find your self swimming in to many emotions some sad some strange some bad and some good.You come in to one conclusion, must of them overshadows the goods and the time you spend with that person was just one more chapter in your book,  you realize it was always better this way.

Turning back at this point is not a good idea, just take the best of it and keep it close to your heart. There is more to come your way good or bad? is yours to have, working for what you need, want and deserve must be your goal.

Turning back in time is not what I want, love, happiness and a life full of blessings for you is all I ask.

Teodoro De jesus

There's no GOODBYE.

There's no way I cant fall in love with you , the way you look, the way you talk , especially the way are lips lock together every time we kiss.

 I cant let you walk away without making love, this time i will run my lips all over your body, there is no time to stop and think for tomorrow today is the day.

There's no way of letting go, i will keep you in a special place were you can run free so you can show me true love.

There are only 3 things I will ask for:

1. Love me

2. Respect me

3. AND never make me say Good Bye.

Walking, running or flying?

Some times I think I am walking but really I am running then I stop and think .... I am not running i am flying. Time goes by so fast not a walk not a run is just the next flight to the future were nothing is clear yet only one thing is, you will walk , run and stop on your destination. Enjoy what you have today and make the best of it.

There are Many!

There are many things that come and go but only the ones you made happen will stay for ever... Mark your way and open doors for you.... Remember that the doors you open; only you can close them.

The Bitter Piano.

On the keys of this piano, were the notes go up and down, with these imperfect men. I use to play this perfect song, now the sadness of a broken Heart, are taking over with the pain, resentment and sorrows. I keep playing this bitter piano to only caress the tip of my fingers opening a forgotten wound in my soul, were only the crazy men can cope.

The sound of your voice brings me to a place I never been, every note creates a world full of this sweet pain. Only you can take me there and bring me back.  

Oh Heart of mine keep falling in love with this bitter piano, create a perfect broken heart.

Again and again playing by your darkest rules. Love and obsession are not the same but yet I learn both can go hand by hand creating Music from this broken men. Today I love and hate the melody's of this bitter piano all at the same time, you come to me note-by-note and sound-by-sound.

Even if this sick love burns and bends my fingers I will keep playing this old piano with the Melody of this simple heart, I will play them one by one over and over again only to fall in to empty words.

You are here!

Welcome to my heart , after all this time i see you have come back, with a smile that can change many sad memory's .

You are here, i see you coming my way not sure if this is right time for me to let you in , this time  i will give you a chance to show me better.

You are here !  i feel some connection to the feelings once i lost, this time i am willing to try it all .

You are here now is time to be happy next to you , i hope you are the one for me there is nothing i want more then the feeling of love, i am willing to receive what you have to offer.

You are here, please dont DISAPPEAR...

will you give it all up?

Will you give it all up?

For the one you love, making every morning full of joy and happiness, but there is something always in the back of your head making you scared to lose his love, hugging him and showing him how special he is to you is all you can do.

Will you give it all up? to make his heartbeat stay stronger for longer times, is the worry the sadness that makes you feel no hope. You wish for things to get better but they only get worst, there is nothing you can do to change the way of life.

Will you give it all up? to guide his sleep every night hoping is not the last, waking up the next morning trying to make the best of it , will you hide and cry your pain and worries out, to only find out his been crying longer.

Will you give it all up? will you stay here and wait for his soul to shine away from this room, listening to his last breath will be the peace in him , there is no way to hold him any longer is time to let destiny take over I will keep you in my heart till we meet again.

I will give it all up to see you again.

The dream of your eyes

Your eyes are like a dream, my love i am falling in to them, slowly i see my self trap in your eyes so full of colors Greens, Browns, and Blues. What a beautiful dream you keep me in, in a hard to explain trans, please keep me here dont blink dont move just live me here.

Wait... please dont cry,  now you telling me is time to go with a deep sadness i am starting to see your tears building up in your eyes, i am waiting and hoping they won't reach me, to only find out that i am already swimming in your tears.

I cant hold my breath any longer is time to go , you blink ones and start running down your cheeks all the way to your chin with no one to rescue me or catch me. All i can do is look up and keep running down with the memory's of a great dream, the dream of your eyes.

Alone

Alone, dose it mean feeling empty, looking around to only find out you are surrounded by people sharing the same feelings you have. How can you heard them if they all have empty souls, i keep looking to find my self in the same place i start long time ago .

Alone is what i am, like nothing in the middle of everything, alone with no exit to follow, alone you left me in the center of this city.

Looking at people coming and going knowing am not the only empty soul in this place, were we hope for almost the same things some for more some for less but we all hope for something, when there is noting to have is when we want it all.

Alone you left me, alone i will wait in this empty void, and till the end alone i will be.