Were is the love?

Were is the love? what is love? these are some of the many questions i ask my self every day, especially when i think it was here and then it's gone. I ask my self some more questions, was it here? did i really see it , feel it or dream it?

I finally got the answer to all of them , love is not here it never was, never had it or really felt it, but one thing i know is clear, love is just like a dream and like every other dream it's time to wake up.

If you are really here please Scream here i am!!! will i finally see you, feel you, or believe in you? tell me where is the love?

Imagine!

Imagine a place where only you have control, where nobody can take away your perfect plans. Imagine all the ones you love and the ones you didn't love so much being already part of your world.

What will it be like to share all the greatest things in life! Not only the greatest, but also the bad ones too, simply because we learn more from those situations. Always the bitter taste of bad times makes us remember not to make them again.

Imagine nothing but perfection.... then keep imagining. You can Imagine your own world. you and only you can create it and destroy it, never let any one tell you different. just Imagine how great your world can be.

Breathe:

I saw you after all this time, i have put you in a small white box with all my feelings inside, i tied it in to a knot, with a silk string,  hiding it all the way in the back of my closet.

Everything changed on that afternoon, i saw you and i ran home , opened my closet. breathing heavily i stop. I asked my self 3 questions... Breathe # 1 is he ready? breathe # 2 can i do this again? and finally breathe # 3 is it just my emotions? emotions rushing through my veins making me feel this way.

Slowly i was catching my breath, after having a conversation with reality i saw things clear again.

I realize all i need is time for things to fall in place. I am not sure if this is the answer i need ,but i will let time fix it all, and finally i will breathe again.

Words can turn in to knives!

Begging you to stop! All you do is keep hurting me with the best weapon you have, you're getting closer and closer to my heart.

Those words, with time will turn in to knives, you're penetrating my chest and the pain only gets deeper and deeper, getting closer to my heart.

What did i do to deserve these actions from you? you are turning in to a criminal. i will walk away before you finally stab my Heart and when that happens it will be too late. Remember words can turn in to knives.

Loving Star

My loving star you so bright and yet so far, looking up to the sky late nights brings me to a fantasy. No place to hide you still there, so many miles a way and i feel you next to me.

You bring me so much happiness , hope, love and a smile to my face, even so far you have the power to make me feel this way, your Happiness is the energy to make me go on every morning with a spark of Hope, hope to see you again and Love just because you are My Loving star.

Purple blankets:

I am so wrapped in these purple blankets, how can I bring my self out of this purple pain, all I see is purple everywhere … my heart is purple, my soul is purple, and all of my memories are purple. All I do is wrap my self in these blankets deeper and deeper.

Feeling trapped is not always a bad feeling to me, sometimes it's the only way I get to feel nothing and I see the memories as just that. I really feel purple. I have to see reality is right next to me telling me you only gave me a purple heart, I really need to see there are more colors out there for me.

Where are you? Who are you hurting now? I will never know the answers... but one thing I know for sure is that you will never hurt me again. I will some day soon come out of this purple pain where not even memories can bring me back. I will hide these purple blankets and never get in to them again.

Never Stop:

Keep going the path is yours, why stop don't wait for some one to pick you up, they will drop you when they find them self walking on your path.

Never stop, look in front of you there is a long way to go with your name on it. Always keep in mind the ones that love you will be happy, the ones that hate you will hate you more but only you will get the best feeling, because you walk your own path.

When you finally done it, take a minute and look back many will be walking on there own path learning what you already have.

Remember to never stop.

3 doors and one key:

Imagen 3 doors and just one key,

1. Love
2. Hope
3. Faith

Tell me which door will you pick and why!

I will tell you which one i pick.

Dreaming or Not!

Dreaming of what i can do tomorrow, not knowing if there is a tomorrow.
were will i go, what will i do ? Dreaming is just that! dream of what you need ,want or hope.

So many people claiming dreams come true, why them and not me? maybe this is not a dream. I will keep trying to wake up and find my reality, to only realize dreaming or not this reality is me.

Bring me Back

Will you bring me back? i am tired of falling in to this cracks , were is my way? every time i fall in to this empty space i see people lost for the same reason. questions that cant be answered or never will be.

If you the one, please let me know show me when and were is the way out of this memories. If you do, i will walk the way with out even taking a breath only taking the directions you give me fallowing you to the end, will you bring me back?